mixed feeling

i should be delighted
really should
my hard work paid off

but to hear and see what happened
i just couldnt control myself

i left uni
with my heart nearly sanked
with a solemn face

is just sad to be in here
to look at the situation
helpless
subscribing to life
with hands up

im not emo,
im just sad that we are living in such a pretentious country.