from double date to triple date
now you people can fcking make a 4 couple dinner or luncheon la!

im so depressed.

and the same time happy and excited for my friend.
how weird and mixed this feeling can be, seriously.
i hope it works out for u E, i genuinely do.

but im still depressed.

whilst the rain is not helping
i wanna go home..............

aku minta maaf kerana tidak memblog.
tiada apa apa yang aku ingin memberitahu kalian.

kehidupan aku di Melbourne boleh tahan juga.
tetapi banyak keputusan harus dibuat.

sementara itu, aku hanya boleh pergi ke parti parti dan minum minum

omg i cannot write in Malay anymore.
how bad was that????
cant believe i got A1 for BM in SPM
hahahaha
i can barely contrust a sentence.

anyway nothing to blog about.
my blog looks a bit sad
so i posted this :)

3 more days to exam
yet im still procrastinating
sigh
i hate myself at the critical moment
nothing goes into my brain

HOW?

Life can be quite a bitch
like Fashion one day you are in, next day you are out.

haha. okay. irrelevant.
have been watching PR6 too much.

what i am trying to say is life is a bitch.
it goes up and down so quickly
at a blink of eyes that somehow you didnt realize

i seriously dun feel like whinning about it again
for like 1234567 times
but cant help
i have got no friends here
i mean no true friends i can talk to :(

everytime when i needed someone to speak
i go call back malaysia
at time like this when im trying to start a new life in oz
it seems like is not a good things

but i realize that GOOD FRIENDS are hard to come by
really
we often take things for granted
but friendship doesnt come easy

i just hope i have the determination to carry on my life in the next chapter
i stepped out my comfort zone, the very first step of new journey
now
is time to make decisions to carry on the journey

never back out!

Sydney

Sorry busy partying
no uploads.

Gooday!

Sydney was awesome.
Pictures will be uploaded soon.
Didnt take much though.
Passing out.
Til then.

Love,
Ian

Japanese................really?

"You look like japanese"

"Really?"

"Yeh, do you get that a lot?"

"YEAH!"

no i dont look like japanese, coz japanese should look like this
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