A Single Man

I watched "A Single Man" last night, at 4am in the morning. When i was feeling all lonely and vulnerable. Perhaps it was the timing, perhaps it was the movie. I woke up this morning, still feeling little overwhelmed.

It is rather subtle movie, you really have to look into deeper connotation to understand what it really means. It is beyond sad and depressing. A single man who is devastated because his love was killed. Death is not an option.

Past doesn't matter, Present is a drag, and Death is the future.

i feel like i having update my blog for ages!

feeling very uninspired

i dont want to write just another blog post

i want a meaningful piece of work that actually convey something more than explaining my mundane life

come to think of that

my life is certainly NOT mundane in the past 2 months

you could never imagine how time and people can have some much impact in your life

i certainly experienced that

ups and downs

highs and lows

i dont want what other word to describe other than CRAZY

but i reckon this is life, and when you got through everything and stand back on your feet, you look back on everything you have done, is all a myth.

you could never figure out what life really is.

because it is the way it is.