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Saturday, August 28, 2010

sometimes i think

life is the ultimate bitch that destroyed
what you have always believed in
what you always have faith in
what you think is right
what keeps you being optimistic.

it shattered your hopes and belief into jagged little pieces
beyond repair

and expect you to be strong
to fight back the reality

what if all you've left does not permit you to fight back?
where do we find faith and belief to carry on our lives?

Sunday, August 22, 2010

i look at my blog
and i think

pathetic

Sunday, August 08, 2010

for the past two weeks
i had heaps of fun in singapore
ever!
probably because of Melanie :)
i love her, the drunk-bitchy-funny girl.

the previous friday night was good at tantric, pretty fun.
my sexy aussie ascent got complimented, haha
wasn't too wasted, just nice to get there.

saturday arvo, i spent time walking around Orchard,
had beers at Emerald Hill, acting all tourist alone. Fun!
then i met the very-attractive-charming Chris and Tanya from Perth.
went over their hotel, had a beer.
then off to Clarke Quay, for more beers!
Melanie came and joined us, she was already tipsy! haha so much fun.
we crashed Melanie's frens house party at CQ central after that.
Crazy Caucasians and awesome drunk people.
met heaps of nice guys. but the end of the house party, i was so wasted, i made friend with everyone. lol. the party did not end there, i was supposed to be in Tantric to meet Chris again. but was dragged to Home Club by Melanie and friends.
We party like true rockstars, like the rich and famous!
and the end of the night, Melanie was epic drunk. we walked along CQ barefooted, running across the streets like mad people. She couldnt remember anything the next day and lost her phone! Remorseful much? lol

One word : WASTED

the next day, i had the worst hangover ever.
but i had to go back home. ugh. how revolting.

and just last friday, i went over Sg again.
Tantric was major boring and super crowded. i went for 5 mins and left.
met Melanie at CQ, some club i barely remember the name.
we had the VIP seats beside the DJ console.
Acting "atas" all the time. Haha. Josh and Armando were awesome.
Armando was major funny, he kept saying "if i were gay, i will fuck you"
hahahahaha
Met heaps of hi-bye friends who i barely remember their names.
Party with Melanie and friends are a lot of fun, but it killls
it seriously does. but i love all the rich and famous expat.

i love my posh melbourne ascent!
i love it, i am gonna keep speaking like that before i lose it!

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Deserved to be single

when you are single,
you keep wondering why everyone beside you are attached.
why are all the ugly guys getting themselves hot partner.
whilst you, who think you are far better looking, more educated, smarter, sociable,
still single.

and you keep whining about single.
complaining that there's no one who wants you.
no one who loves you.

but deep down, sub-consciously,
you do no want a relationship.
you hate being tied-up.
you loathe routine,
you dislike comprises.

all you are longing for is a fairly tale,
a cheesy romantic relationship,
a charming lover that only happens in your dream.

before you wake up from your dream,
you deserved to be single.

Deserved.
In both ways.