I always admire people who has passion and enthusiatic for certain things,
be it music or photography.
even life.

thats one thing i lack of
passion

passion for anything exist and non-exist
i was never really interested in particular thing/things
i see these interests as extreme, addict and self-indulge
be it god or merely collecting stems as hobby

look back on the things i have done
i never really liked/loved what i have done
i was just good at it
thats why i did

i don't have passion for people
thats why i havent fallen in love
i see love as obssesive, possesive and the end lead people as pessimist

the question is
i havent found my passion?
or i do not have any?

passion, faith and believe.
do you find them?
or they find you?