an answer

this kinda thing nvr happened on me b4,
i really dunno how to react, dun even knw how am i suppose to feel.
is so complicated.
im sad
im disappointed
but
im not very sad
im not very disappointed
betray is too huge to be used to describe
u din do anything wrong
neither did he
no one shud feel bad
yet
seems like im the innocent victim who end up lost 2 friends
im asking myself
is it worth it?
im convincing myself
i can still be frens v u all
im a good actor
i can act infront of u guys
deep inside
im still looking 4 an answer
an answer......